Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Let go
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
monday, fuckday, wednesday, thursday..
Saturday, August 16, 2008
relate this.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Reply: meme-ed by a miao
someone already 'imposing' punishments already cuz of my sluggish blog updates hehe..better 'meme' her back, just to tell her tat Tuzki chairman MaddMadd is still around (/spirit & /upup)
1.What are your goals/dreams?
To continue my pursuit of being a artist/painter (Preferably not in Malaysia)
2. The most happiest thing in your life?
Waking up everyday knowing I'm alive.
3.Favourite colour?
Black.
4. Do you have a crush now? How did you know each other?
Yep. I met her when i promised to bring her an apple strudel all the way from Perth.
5. Where do you wish to go the most?
Millpoint, South Perth, Western Australia. I have significant memories from that place.
6. What is your weakness that you can't stand the most?
I'm a cold person. And it's difficult for people to understand that I'm actually warm-hearted inside.
7. What will you do if you face something sad?
Drive alone at odd hours in the morning, listening to nothing but Jazz, accompanied with only coffee and cigarettes.
8. Most afraid to lose..?
Honour. Dignity. Pride (im a Leo). Goal in life.
9. What is the practical target within this 5 years?
I'll be a goddamn manager again. Even if I'm in a different industry now.
10. Ask yourself, do you like yourself?
Kind of, but there's a lot of self-discovery that needs to be done too.
11. Favorite song?
Varies. From Jazz to Acid Jazz. From Lounge to Chillouts. From Trance to Progressive Trance. From Oldies to Bob Marleys. From Pianos to Er-Hus.
But definitely not pop.
12.What weird things that you wish to happen?
I wish there's another species of rabbit. Called 'Tuzkis'. (/SPIRIT)
13.What age do you wish to live until?
Not for me to determine. But at least till i have accomplished something significantly meaningful and may impact on people's lives.
14. You Hate which type of people the most?
Rude/arrogant people.
15. Are you satisfied with your life?
Definitely not right now.
16. What do you wish to do the most now?
Spend some time alone on a tall tall rooftop, overlooking the busy city. With some wine, cigarettes and good music (too much to think, too little time to think).
17. What do you think will make you think that the human nature is dark?
Adulthood. Sometimes its full of bullshits and hidden agendas it makes me sick.
18. If you are in deepest depression, who will you look for?
No one. I have a bad habit of bottling up everything.
19. If god will give you one thing and take away another, what do you think it will be?
Give me courage. Take away my pride.
20. Have you found yourself?
I re-discover myself many many times, usually each time after heart-breaks. Let's just hope i will discover something different and through different ways next time.
That's all folks!!)
I don't have anyone to pass this list too (sowee miao). But hoped this list would do someone good yea? =)
Monday, August 4, 2008
So, this is what called 'memories' pt. 1
Thursday, June 26, 2008
All in a day;'s work
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
shells shed over time's passing
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
M for Malaysian Morons
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Sharon Stone
"I'm not happy about the way the Chinese are treating the Tibetans because I don't think anyone should be unkind to anyone else," Stone said last Thursday during a Cannes Film Festival red-carpet interview with Hong Kong's Cable Entertainment News. "And the this earthquake and ak this stuff happened, and then i thought, is that karma? When you're not nice that the bad things happen to you?"
taken from Star Newspaper, 29th May, 2008 on a fine morning
A remark made by Ms. Stone allegedly had me thinking how shallow can this bimbo be. It startled me, to find out that someone this shallow can be of so 'successful' in life. Typically reflects the white-trash mindset, Ms. Stone musta have been watching too much 'Hi, My Name Is Earl' sitcoms. It's rather disturbing to know that such ignorance is embedded in today's so-called 'successful' people. Perhaps looking at another point of view, it's considered 'normal' as the Americans are always the protaganist in the stead where the world are expected to empathy with you and put up with all the shit you give. America thinks everything revolves around them and them only, the rest are minors.
So bitch, if you wanna talk about Karma, I guess you had better finish watching that mindless sitcom first as I now had doubts if you'll ever understand the underlying meanings of Karma. You're just another bimbo, so I seriously do not think you have the mental capacity to understand Karma.
On a side note, why am I so agitated in issues regarding the Tibet-China resolution? Well my papa says, (just kidding!! but thats how white-trashes like to say before making a point, am i right? LoL!!) . Okay, if i can be serious for a moment..
Tibet has always been a part of China and always will be despite any interventions from the US for separation as a independant entity. What is more shocking and upsetting is to have the Dalai Lama talking cock in backing up with the US against China. No offense Mr. Lama, we are both buddhists, but i think you should just get the fuck out of this religion if you wanna use it as an alibi in your regime and white-trash propagandas.
Phew, there.. this issue has been bugging me since morning,.gotta get it out ya. And so sowee for some of me blog fans for such an angwy (angry) return =)
**p/s : Sharon Stone, I hope next time you dont get confused between Karma and Karma Sutra. Karma cannot be understood by you, and Karma Sutra can be achieved by you cuz' ur a cheap whore. As easy as that.
Friday, May 9, 2008
Tiffany
Zera
"Zera is a warrior goddess descended from the heavens to battle Spawn in the battle between hell and earth. No, Spawn doesnt belong to hell, though he originates there, he finds no reason to reside with hell and the megalomaniacal armies of heaven. Confused? well in the world of Spawn comics, heaven n' hell is always in constant battle to reign supremacy in earth. Zera was ordered to eliminate Spawn who stood in the way. Story cut short, Zera was defeated by Spawn after she was gutted and beheaded. But being an immortal, Zera still lingers as wisps till she got a new body"
Thursday, May 8, 2008
corner of my eye..
little creepy girls ep.2
the unopened package. gots this feeling like its a 'coffin'. /scare
ta-dah!
tis here is a little book. unique to each doll, depicting the story. havent open yet, dunno what's this girl is all-about. /curi
tis is an apple. each doll has an apple. but den for what? read on..
see this pack of needles? its for u to poke the apple...
animula's alter ego. itsa mask to be worn on her blank face
animula standing on my laptop =)
hmm..long longggg sleeves..
hair details. notice the bindings and the ribbon..
darn la, the packaging mess up her hair d. tonight gotta comb it nicely first.
animula with her snowcap! /spirit /adore..
TEKKEN 5
Christie Monteiro. secondary character. I'll use her when i see you have some skills, but not quite the skills to beat me. in other words, im fuckin' toyin around with ya sonny-boy...
Anna Williams. tertiary character. i'll use her only when my opponent's utterly a noob. reason being is that a defeat is never enough. but a defeat after enduring my bitch-slaps will. well if you guys think im arrogant, yeah i am. cuz im that DAMN good in Tekken 5. come try me, i wont bite....hard.
Friday, May 2, 2008
familliar feeling, pt.2
a strange feeling i must say. i never knew this feeling governs over so many aspects of my life. influencing more things than i could have imagined. i lost my appetite, i lost my smile, i lost my spirit today. been doing nothing but countless sit-ups (yea..) in my room, followed by continuos chains of cigarettes.
i dont know what i've done to deserve this. but like all things in life, i guess everything comes with a reason. i must have been another of those episodes life is so fond of throwing at me. the episode where something happened and hurt my feelings, and no reason is given. it is me amid this feeling wandering aimlessly to find the reason, and not everytime i'm capable of finding the answer...
it's allright i guess..i never had the privilege to smile with a genuine joy. was born with a single wing to fly, and two feet to stand on my own. nanny was correct in her prediction after all :)
well adios, i shall keep ya guys updated with happier news soon.. need to take my car n spin around 'to chase away the blues', at least, wish me luck i will manage to chase it away k.
tenderness..
i do not understand,
i no longer wanted,
to know why my heart,..
-loosely based on : 溫柔 -
Thursday, May 1, 2008
a familliar feeling..
Monday, April 28, 2008
porcelain
just another piece of song, reminding me not only of a painful past, but also a lesson so great it turned my life around, and is what i justify as those pieces that shaped me.
Friday, April 25, 2008
aishiiteru..
little creepy girls ep.1
i first came across these creepy-looking dolls when i was shopping around in Perth, Australia. at first glance, i thought they were pretty grotesque-looking for a doll and made a silent point in my mind that there's no fukkin' way imma gonna keep these 'things' anywhere near my room.
but somehow, i dont know, dont ask me, somehowwwww. one day one of these things really caught my eye, and also my attention nonetheless. i must say, i totally have no idea how these things can aroused my interest. so yea, i bought one home :)
and soon after that, im looking for another one, and another..and another is on her way to my home now via shipping..
"Irae"
work under the sun
Thursday, April 24, 2008
tulanz....
dunno what went wrong. is Blogspot picture alignment tools bahlia or im still too noob in using Blogspot... "tulanz arrr.. write so sanfu already in the end came out shitty alignments"
2A Beveridge Street
Bentley, Perth W.A
hoho.thats my humble-looking room. managed to turn it into something less humble soon afterwards. as you can see, one of the first thing i bought is an audio device. cant live without music u see..
cleaning up the kitchen. winter time, so things are hard to dry and we URGENTLY need to use the kitchen to cook. starving edi. so i came up with this smart/stupid idea to use house fans..
i see my PS2 has found its spot in the living room. oh la, found a cute ozzie tv to hook up with... little prick youuu, lol!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Xotica
tissue issue
me and my two other buddies would carry this H-U-G-E empty knapsacks and walk our way to uni, made a detour around the campus fillin' up our bags with tissue rolls stored in toilets. the thing is, the tissues are locked in small lockers in each room and we have to rip open the covers (not barbarically, but with gentle, precise and calculated timing..hoho). Soon after our bags are filled, we meet at 'Bravo' point for evacuation (uni entrance to wait for friend's car)
apparently i took home one of them covers and managed to device a tool using paper clips. this thingy kinda works like a key. should say that is a better and more 'professional' way, but heck, we still prefer to rip those covers as they made more noises and are more 'challenging'.
"that,.. is how sad our boring lifes in Perth is, hahahaha"
Hong Kong trip epi.1
"checking see got bring enough money, passport, cigarettes, etc or not..."
from left to right:-
- Sam aka DFS (Dai Fan Shu)
- Chris aka boyboy or 'boy' & Joey
- Edwin (too many nicknames d, but most famous is BLW (BadLuckWin)
monkeying around in airplane (really kampong mali)
"next stop: HONG KONG!"