tried to calm myself, telling myself its a small matter. but i know exactly that im lying to myself. and i hate that. indeed today is a day i feel so fucked. pertually.literally. sub-consciously.fuckingggggg.
just lost all the sms i thought would be the very least reminiscence of sweet memories. thought would keep it forever as treasure to my memories. but fuck no, i all got deleted.
cibai la, i got no mood to write anymore. fuck i dont even know why i started this post..
